Good news! You're not a socialist , and the Swedes and Danes aren't either. They have billionaires, right wing political parties, and national churches of whom most citizens are a member. You didn't mention your dues paying membership in a socialist political party, or attending their meetings, or obeying their leadership, so you are definitely not a socialist. You are participating in a capitalist economy and democratic political system because you have to. Socialism only works if everyone plays along, which is why socialism always turn into police states to make everyone play along. Sometimes I pretend that I'm a pirate.